Cry out in wails

some whrills you behold long.... in n among tides within "RED"..... that feable rhym insist you ....... harder n punch you to jot ....... that you expect in within and ....... and out n all around........ you are supposed for kinship..... you utter and there you are......... walk, behold and in splashes....... in azures, in dusks and in....... in chirriping dawns, in bows & recites....... you are there all around and within....... swipe off but dark stains.......!! you ought and you see......... you wish and your failure......... feel no cause as do you all......... as do you so the stains crack out....... ........, cry loud in echoing hollows....... in jots, in despairs and aches........... there you hold a super rung........!!! not to slide off but to raise.......... raise higher than highest......... till you fell and rise again........... till you feel akimbo, in wails......... till you confirm urself frustrate.......... frustrate, out of mind and smile......... smile, cry and cry-out-laughterer.........